Finally, results are out tomorrow. JUDGEMENT DAY.

i'm tired of people telling me what i should be feeling. i'm keeping silent not because i'm confident of my results. Silence doesn't mean i'll get gd grades, Silence doesn't mean i'm not worried and SILENCE doesn't mean that i'm not feeling anything at all. IN FACT, i'm feeling all jittery. i'm just tired of facing the pressure when someone just ask me or tell me that friday is coming. so tired of people telling me that i don't have to worry cos i'll do perfectly fine with straight A's. if the smartest person in the school feels nervous, why can't i feel nervous? do i not have my rights? stop telling me what should i do~ i just wanna be alone right now.

我很累，希望你们能明白我的心情
我不想逞强， 请你告诉我应该怎样才好。