Recently, i'm always going crazy over songs. and now we have an old song. but still is nice! haha and it's titled 'tao wang' by stephanie sun. which means 'escape'. ok let's have a look at the lyrics

踩著月光打开车窗
离开这城市想找个解放
一路开往最高那一座山
孤单的想像寂寞的逃亡
我想是偶尔难免沮丧
想离开想躲起来
心里的期待总是填不满
我看著山下千万的窗谁不曾感到失望
就算会彷徨也还要去闯
关于未来只有自己明白
不想让心情被现实打败
一路开往最高那一座山
孤单的想像寂寞的逃亡
我站在靠近天的顶端
张开手全部释放
用月光取暖给自己力量
才发现关于梦的答案
一直在自己手上
只有自己能让自己发光

i had a dream not long ago. dreamt of something that reminds me of the past. something that happened 2 years ago. something i wanted so bad but had to let go. and it's because things was not to my advantage. and since then, i've left it behind.

and not long ago, things took a change. the very person that left me wanted to reconcile. my heart was firm. and i turned him down. till i had that dream...

it reminded me of the happy times, just smiling at each other. chatting, altho most of the time i'm doing the talking while u just keep quiet and listened. and every moment that we spent tgt seemed so peaceful. then, i moved on to think of those times tt i felt tt i tried too hard, and you didn't exactly cared. how i wished that things were much better back then. regret that we didn't try hard enough. perhaps, i was really moved by you, i did. i ALMOST did. i knew it was this close, but yet that far. kinda confused. but i still chose to gave it up, the love that made me so pessimistic about everything.