rah~

sometimes things always don't go the way u want it to be. i had 19/25 for forensic sci mod quiz. didn't do very well. perhaps a little below average. seems like many ppl are getting 20 and above. although 76 percent may look good. oh well. the truth is.... things are not the way they are. i regret skipping some lectures. and regret that i had to miss that one week of school coz of my leg. and i tink i'm a audio learning style. no matter how i read stuffs just don't go in. i should have just gone for the LONG boring lectures, and just be there to HEAR it. and it'll save more time whenn i study. i shall just be a good girl and not skip lectures as far as possible. i'm sick and tired of falling short of my goals. i dun wanna be an AVERAGE. i don't deny that i'm competitive. it's just me. my goals, my desires. it's ok to fall down sometimes. but i noe i pick myself up rather quickly.

negative thoughts shall be GONE~

just this morning there were last min changes. and i have to desperately find someone else to go kino with me. and that goodie goodie is my cousin. hope she won't OT today.. =) i've to say 人不知天气变幻莫测. if u understood it, good。 if not, forget it. don't ask me for the meaning. lazy to explain. ok maybe to many i'm pms-ing. but i don't really care.

i just need to RANT.

想做自己的傀儡，凡事由我决定，然后由我掌控。。。