hmmm.. life's busy. too busy for me to find time to update.

tmr's tuesday, finally have a free day this week. cant wait for CNY holidays. altho i kinda hate holidays, coz got make up lessons.

sigh

i need some kbox-therapy. rather than 'RETAIL-THERAPY'

hmmm i'm tired. rah. really. too many things to think about. too many things i cant blog about. sometimes i regret giving too many ppl my blog add. perhaps i should have one just for me to really rant. but some how, ppl still do find out.

sometimes, i might want my voice to be heard. but not all the time.

i miss my cousin's company. miss... some friend's company. perhaps, wileen? hsin? char? yj? and on and on.

i hope i can be happy and carefree again. but now, i cant.

像巨浪般的把我吞噬掉。无法抓住救生圈。残忍的现实，只让适者生存。。。

我能生存吗？